cheezy's current status

so, whats the point of this post? to fill in the time of my pathetic life. ok, maybe my life isnt pathetic. but i still have too much time on my hands.
brookfield status- i have friends. and i luv em. but sometimes i'll see a girl wearing the same sweatshirt brittny has, or someone who has the same hair color as sammy, or the same pair of pants as paige, or a girl who laughs kinda like christina. and i feel like ive left too much behind. and i miss my sarah noble girls too much. and i feel a huge piece of my soul being ripped out.
ugh. that sounds even worse when i type it down than when i think it in my head. lets try again.
i feel like maybe i dont belong here. i belong in new milford. i'm a new milford girl. how long i stay in brookfield will never change that.